hmm,, i decided to use LJ for a change. dont worry. i wont completely neglect blogger. i think i will miss this blog since all my thoughts are mostly posted here. but i feel that i need a new start. RUBBISH. haha okae..

hmm, not bad.. today went well.

heh,,, i finally went to find robin. (thanks to lingmeilin.) many embarrassed things happened. 

haha my blog is like dead and REVIVED many many many times..
so anyway, this holiday was erm,, hmm i can say it brought me and xav more closer. yea and the bad thing is, he is very clinging to me. haha but i think when he grows up, he will be like, 'mummy, can you give me SPACE?' haha.
so here a quick summary on what happened this week.

MON
i forgot what did we do. hmm, i guess i spent the day at home with xav? like usual..
TUE
the 3 of us went to J8. we spent like 100 bucks there. we buy this buy that, also dont know what we brought also. $50 for xav clothes.9abit the not worth it, but hmm, once in a while. AND the clothes are really cute.) $20something for this piece of shirt from Jimmy's? think its a new shop. but haven bought it yst cos they say what the size i wanted dont hvae alr. then need to transfer from other outlet. but i guess most prob i will get it. $30 on 9pairs of socks(robin's and mine). $7 on coffee bean drink.(hazelnut iceblended. hmm, not bad. XAV DRANK ALOT. omg.) hmm, i guess that all?? hai, heart pain.
after that spent a crying night at sam's place. haha sam and bel are really sadist. hmm.. but it was well spent. it almost got me to stay over. but paiseh ar, with xav there and all. hmm.. but in the end i didnt of cos.
WED
3 of us went to have lunch before babi left for work. afterthat it only xav and i. went shopping for tonight's dinner. Menu: Spaghetti (HAHA! i always cook that. CAUSE MAYB that is the only dish i know how to cook?) with Mashed Potatoes (it was damn good, but after when it got a bit cold, er..er..errrr....still nice la. i guess.)
THURS?
i guess go out with babi? since its his off day. and after that go to work.
FRI?
spend the day at home with xav? hmm was thinking of visting ms yip with samtan or bringing xav to hg and i can cut my fringe. my fringe is killing me. but in the night im meeting vana? not confirm yet.
SAT?
work at kumon.(as usual..) after work, go home. hmm... boring...
SUN?
i really dont know..

and nowadays when i shit, it will bleed. oh man, i think i got anal cancer. eee, got such thing meh? anyway, it's gross.

For robin,

sucks man.
want to do something with love one also cannot. EG, swimming or just simple thing- SLACKING.
everyone is like so busy. for eg, yst i wanted to ask someone ask for a swim. I TELL YOU, i have to msg dont know how many people and ask them go to with me. i have to beg them! and final result?? all rejected me. omg omg. why dont i have friends who can do the same things together with me? the funny thing is, when i work, SO MANY PEOPLE WILL ASK ME OUT. i have to reject them is cos i GOT WORK WHAT. NOT SAY I DID IT ON PURPOSE.

IM DIFF FRM YOU ALL OK?? I HAVE A FAMILY TO SUPPORT. I HAVE TO HELP MY MUM FINANCIALLY OK? IM DIFF FROM YOU ALL.

screw it, im going to start working.

argh, even robin also cannot acc me. SUCKS MAN!!

tried playing audition with ms stef.
BOTTOMLINE?
i really suck at playing this kind of finger games. cos i admit,

i got retarded fingers which move and act so slow..


AND,
IM STILL THINKING ABT THAT FLYING COCKROACH..

ok..
so i was being a really hardworking girl,
trying to concentrate on my studying for my stupid supp paper which i have so much confidence that i will at least pass (let's not talk abt it..),
then came this big huge disgusting brownish and really can fly,
flying cockroach.
and i wasnt wearing my very nice looking specs,
i thought i was seeing things (ha, it was so big can!) and i tried to strain my eyes to get a better look.
just as i was going to take out my specs,
the huge scary frightening brownish and disgusting cockroach fly towards me.
and i tell you,
i run away so fast, i think i can join the Olympics (haha kidddiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnngggg...)
anyway, so i decided to call my sister and hoping that she will be so nice to help me kill the cockroach,
she chose to ignore my call of helps (cool uh, my usage of words.)
and i decided to wake my maid up and ask her to kill it.
the way she kill,
looks like she have been killing cockroach EVERYDAY.
she was so calm and steady, that i admire.
BUT NO! i will not learn from her.
im just to DISGUSTED by the SIZE, COLOUR and APPEARANCE.
basically,
the stupid cockroach have caused this phobia in me, that causing me to switch on the lights, EVEN WHEN I DONT NEED. ( I HATE TO WASTE ELECTRICITY, TRUST ME, YOU CAN ASK MY SISTER.)
AND AND, im going to close my room door whenever i go to sleep now. (WHICH ALSO, I HATE TO DO IT CAUSE THE ROOM WILL BE SO STUFFY, HOW TO SLEEP!!!!!!!!!! argh..)

stupid cockroach...